bottom line ..
if you want me, im all yours

here's the truth about the truth :
it hurts. so we l i e .

unlike him, i just cant walk away
i cant forget what we had. its not
that easy for me to let go of something
that was once in my life. i guess unlike
him, it actually mattered to me

because unlike you,
i meant every word that came out of my mouth.

1. Are you smiling?
yupp

2. When is the last time you met someone new?
? uhm i'm not sure

3. What is irritating you now?
nothing

4. When did you last eat pizza?
in albany, last sunday 

5. Do you drink beer?
i dont like it but yeah if i have to

6. Do you have any friends who are famous?
nope

7. Are you any good at poker?
noope dont know how to play 

8. What do you want?

to see my boyfriend

9. Are you tired?
i could sleep

10. Last spoken words you heard?
i would cry

11. Have you ever kissed anyone named John?
nope

12. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
 my teevee

13. Pepsi or Coke?
coke

14. Did you ever throw up?
yeah lol

15. Did you ever throw up while kissing someone?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA no that would suck though

16. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
yeah i guess

17. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
mc donalds 

18. Are you restless?
not so much 

19. Is your computer a laptop?
nope a shitty school comp right now

20. Are you allowed to stay up later than 10pm on a weeknight?
hahahaha yeah

21. How many myspace views do you have?
like a good amount 

22. Want to be a princess?
sure

23. Do you believe dreams come true?
some of them

24. Last song you heard?
GANGA BUS

25. Do you like Batman?
sure

26. Who is in the room with you?
BIG T! hahaha and other kids

27. What are you wearing on your feet?
boots

28. What is/are your favorite pair of shoes?
PUMAS and bearpaws and flip flops

30. What was the last thing you ate?
candy, a fast break

31. What were you doing before this?
singing with ryan 

32. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
big t's jeans

33. In your opinion what is the weirdest thing listed on GoofyAuctions.com?
never been there

34. What instant messaging service do you use?
AIM

35. What is your favorite website?
Myspace, facebook

36. Who's house did you go to last night?
mine, nicks, mollys.. 

37. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
SWEATPANTS BABY

38. What is the last movie you watched?
castaway, if joe's highlight fball movie doesn't count

39. What do you currently hear right now?
sirens from a pc game lol 

40. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
like a month ago

45. Where do you sleep?
IM MY BED..most of the time.

46. Where do you shop the most?
the mall?

47. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
aeropostle

48. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
BOTH! 

49. Where was your default MySpace picture taken?
my room i believe 

50. Why did you pick your background?
it was cute!

51. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
because i wanted to 

52. Are you happy with where you are?
no fuck school

53. Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
kissing is okay in my opinion lol 

54. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
depends on what they did 

55. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone before?
yeah but not the action of marrying them  

56. Do you want someone you can't have?
nah

57. Do you believe love at first sight exists?
nope lust though

58. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
hheeelll yeah 

59. Do you believe that you can change someone?
it's hard so prob not.

60. Would you ever consider getting engaged or married right now?
noooo

1. Do you own a polka dot shirt? nope
 
2. Do you think that you will ever be the first women president? def. not.
 
3. How many showers have you taken today? none lol i'm a night shower person
 
4. What do you think you will be doing at this time tomorrow? i'll be in the same place i am now.

5. What is the hottest thing about a guy? THE V.

6. Who do you want the next president to be? uhm whoever will do the best job?
 
7. What do you know about your religion? stuff

8. How many new people have you met this year? a few

9. What is the last number you used? uh idk

10. What was the last candy you had? FASTBREAK

11. Do you drink soda? yeah man

12. Are you worried about your weight? not so much really

13. What song would you want a guy to sing to you? any song is nice

14. What is your words per minute (how fast you type)? not sure but probably pretty fast

15. What will you eat next? not sure

16. When was the last time you baked brownies? never

17. How many people know your birthday? prob quite a few hopefully

18. Do you look tired today? yeah kind of

19. When was the last time you had a Now & Later? too long ago

20. Do you think Tom DeLonge is hot? don't even know who he is

1.Honestly, how many people do you have feelings for? haha

2.Honestly, what color is your underwear? white, pink, green, orange

3.Honestly, what's on your mind? what i'm going to do tonight!!!!!

4. Honestly, what are you doing right now? survey and chillen in the lib

5 Honestly, do you think you are attractive? ahh i don't know i guess sometimes

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? yeah i got on myspace in school...i know BADASS

7. Honestly, do you watch Wild n' 0ut? hate that shit

8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? no not realllyy

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? ;D

11. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? im seeing people right now

12. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? yeahh im a lesbian

13. Honestly, when is the last time you have been to taco bell? NEVER its gross

14. Honestly, are you mean? i was earlier i think

15.Honestly, who did you copy and paste this from? surveys bomb or something like that

16. Honestly, where would you rather be right now? not in school thats for sure

17. Honestly, do you like someone? maybbbbeee

19.Honestly, what was the last thing someone said to you? 12

20. Honestly, what did you say to them? gay ass homos

21. Honestly, have you gone out of your way to make a new friend? i dont believe so

22. Honestly, do you shower? yeahh but i think showering is dumb though haha

24. Honestly, What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? said stuff i didnt mean i suppose

25. Honestly, Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? yup

26. Honestly, Do you swear when you're mad? i do when im not mad haha

27. Honestly, When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out? uhhmm dont remember i try not to let anything get to me that much

28. Honestly, have you cried yourself to sleep? nope i dont see how people can do that

29.Honestly, Do you still cry when you get an injury? nah im tough haha

30. Honestly, Do certain songs make you cry? yuuup

31.Honestly, Do you like crying? no but you feel better after you do it

32. Honestly, Are you normally a happy person? fuck yeaahhh

33. Honestly, What can make you happy? doing certain acitivities

34. Honestly, Does being with your friends make you happy? ohhh yeaahh

35. Honestly, Do you believe in yourself? sometimes

36.Honestly, Are you annoying to people? uh i hope im not!!!

The first time you fall in love,
it changes your life forever, &
no matter how hard you try,
the feeling never goes away
-- The Notebook

expect nothing,
& you'll never be disappointed

being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect
it just means you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

i want to be that girl that's good for him, you know?
the one he changes for and the one where even if i'm not physically
with him, i'm always on his mind and he thinks i'm the
best thing that has ever happened to him.
-- Laguna Beach

you jump, i jump.
remember?
i can't turn away and not
know if you're okay.
-- Titanic

sometimes the things you complain most about
are the things you care most about.
unfortunately, you don't always know
that before it's too late.
- boy meets world

life doesn't give you the people you want
it gives you the people you need
to help you, to hurt you, to love you,
to leave you & to make you into the person
you were meant to be.

i find myself thinking that its wrong for me to like you because your with her,
but we were suppose to be the couple making everyone jealous

you can't help who you love, you're not supposed to.
-save the last dance